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Stefani - 2006-12-24 08:59:18
That was just Mark's body - his spirit is with you every day, hugging you back, I promise. {{{Stephanie}}}
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LA - 2006-12-24 09:35:54
I'm at a loss for words, but I'm here, sweetheart. It's dopey to say this first year is the hardest because next year and the subsequent years it'll be hard in a different way. But I can promise everything won't be so raw and in your face. Love, ~LA
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Bozoette Mary - 2006-12-24 10:07:16
I'm with Stefani and LA. And hugging you, too.
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Bex - 2006-12-24 12:50:21
I know this won't seem helpful to you, because nothing can take away your pain, but maybe you have had all these troubles (like the Best Buy drama, etc) in order to take your mind away from losing Mark some...even if for a little while. You have had so many things happen in the last two months, you've been pulled this way and that. You know how they say God doesn't give us more than we can handle? Maybe he has made life just a bit more event-filled for you just as his way of helping you with sorting out your thoughts. I don't pretend to know the reasons for things, but it seems that if your life had gone along smoothly lately, with nothing else to focus your thoughts on, you might be a lot worse off, emotionally dwelling on thoughts of Mark even more, but you've had to get on with solving problems, etc. and that has all strengthed you in ways you might not realize. At least I hope so. Love and hugs.
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Sasha - 2006-12-24 15:53:08
I just got your comment on my LJ, Stephanie. My thoughts have been with you. xoxo
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Carol - 2006-12-24 19:27:01
I know it is hard, but I am thinking of you.
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hb deb - 2006-12-25 00:00:27
im so relieved to hear that you landed the perfect placement of the memorial wreath, that was a harrowing tale & i felt like i was right there alongside you. i hope next year treats you & your family in a much better fashion. mark would be pleased to hear how much hes missed & how dedicated you are to evoking his memory, long may it live on.
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