Comments:

Patti - 2007-01-20 11:55:32
Stephanie, don't feel that your feelings are not normal. Last nite I had a dream of a tragic death of a stranger's child. It made all the headlines and was quite upsetting. Although I knew I was dreaming, I kept sobbing and sobbing. I can't help but think it is my body's way of coping with our own personal loss. When my thoughts turn to Mark, I feel such overwhelming sadness and rather than deal with it I push it away. So instead of dealing with it in reality, I am forced to deal with it in my dreams.
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Stephanie - 2007-01-20 12:08:41
I love you, Patti.
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Bex - 2007-01-20 13:00:14
I am so sorry to hear about Rebecca not going to Scotland. You were going to visit, weren't you? And that would have been a good get-away-from-it-all for you. I'm glad she will be taking responsibility for her decision, too. Life is just so hard for you lately, you are in my prayers.
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joan - 2007-01-20 14:21:41
It's a long road that you are on, and who knows where it leads. There will never be an end, but you will continue to be surprised by people along the way. People are really nicer that we are led to believe in our daily lives.
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LA - 2007-01-20 16:33:43
You know how I feel about you! Much, much, much love, ~LA
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Denver doug - 2007-01-20 17:23:05
Love from us to you Stephanie, we are ever here.
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ann marie - 2007-01-20 18:31:12
I understand how you feel how about your brother. I grieved for over a year after my grandmother suddenly passed away, while the rest of my family was over it in about a week. I still get teary eyed when I remember the good times we had even though it's been years. Everyone grieves in their own time and their own way. {{{hugs}}}
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LisaL - 2007-01-22 09:59:03
One thing that's hard about grief--well, besides the obvious--is the way it can sneak up on you at odd moments (and usually when you're not prepared). The "kindness of strangers" IS a wonderful thing, but as I found out when I lost my best friend, I'm completely undone by kindness. Maybe it hits you the same way? I'm so sorry you're going through this.
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